...a morning home alone is good medicine. Time to sit back and relax, watch a movie maybe and catch up on some email writing. Today, I am still tired. I am so ready for the weekend, and to be done work for good. When something in your life starts to take its tole and really bring you down, it is time for a change. The countdown is defintely on - exactly 4 weeks.
The anticipation of change is hard. The fear that whatever comes next might not be as good as what you have is always like the elephant in the room. But without taking a chance on the future you'll never know what might happen. You can't sit and settle for what you have if your current situation makes you want to strive for more.
Now, I am imagining an apartment of my own - with my own furnishings and space to do things my way. I want a comfy chair to relax in and a big oval table to eat my meals on. I imagine having a job I like, working with people I can have fun with and having something to do all day that actually occupies my time in a useful manner. I imagine friends who support me and ask for support in return. People around me who appreciate me and make me want to live up to my full potential.
I guess happiness is all I should really hope for, and I should be thankful for what I have and the opportunities that have been presented to me. I am apreciative of my past and my present, but now I feel like in order to be happy in the future I can reach for the moon and even if I fail I might fall and land amoungst the stars...
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