...mornings are just not my thing. I do not function properly in the morning wether or not I have been woken abruptly, or completely on my own - my body rarely feels completely rested or prepared for the day ahead.
Sometimes I think it has a whole lot to do with this stupid "nice factor" that I have cursed myself with. I just can't say "no" to people! I work too many jobs and don't have enough down-time. If somebody asks me to do them a favour, and at the time I don't have any conflicts I will usually give in, despite my true feeling of sometimes disgust for what I am doing. Normally this would be a good thing if you lived in Dryden and there wasn't a whole lot going on...but working until 11:00 at night and being up at 7:00 the next morning isn't natural. By the time I get home and changed and settled and watch a little tv and have something to eat, it's midnight and by the time I finally get in bed and get to sleep its 1:00 in the morning! I always go into it with the attitude that I will be fine and I'll get through it, but on a morning like today I have zero evergy and zero intention of actually getting anything done!
Sleep is good, exhaustion is bad. When will I get this through my head?! Even coffee can't rescue me today...
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